Here We Go Again

I'm not really that bad, but I can see the way the wind is blowing. 

Back when bear was in the middle of turning three years old, we had a bad time. We had to replace the tv, and the fridge and freezer, if I remember, and the printer, and I seem to remember trouble with the washing machine, and the clutch on the car went and needed replacing (sound familiar?), and the boiler that we got with the house and that may have been older than me finally gave up the ghost immediately after British Gas serviced it. 

Fast forward to today. We've just replaced the whole car because the clutch went. The holiday was great for the men, I believe, but it was stressful for me. The PC I'm currently using is creaking and I'm backing it up like crazy. I'm cossetting all the appliances because I have a bad feeling about things. And, to add to it all, the heating currently isn't working. We have hot water, which means that it's better than when we went on holiday, but no heat. We have portable electric heaters, which is again better than we had on holiday because one woodstove can't be carried around to where it's needed, but I feel the cold and I want my radiators back!

It's a year and a few weeks since the boiler was serviced, which I could check because I posted on here, and I'd been meaning to ring the lovely plumbers from last time. According to their website, their temporarily closed and their phone is turned off when I rang. I rang another local firm, and they're getting back to me. They're local, and have great reviews, but I used them many years ago when bear was little and I ended up having a good cry after they left. I'd forgotten their name, and the address was different, so now I'm wondering what will happen. Last time we had a cluster like this, it was expensive.

And slugs have got into my box of clean dishcloths. The traps are working, but they must be coming in squadrons. 

There may also be a trace of writing issues, but the posts are continuing for the rest of the month. 

Apart from that, I'm doing fine. 

Hugs and good health to all. 

Perfectly Normal for Here

Apparently slugs don't eat clothes. 

But that was the state of a t-shirt that had just been washed. It didn't look like that a week or so ago, and it's 100% cotton. I know that I should look for the bright side of a shopping opportunity, but I got half a dozen of these ages ago from eBay, and they're so soft and comfortable and fit so nicely, and now I just have extra rags. If it isn't slugs, then the culprit may be silverfish. I saw one a couple of months ago, two floors away, so that's plausible. Just in case, I'm not looking too closely at the washing that I'm rewashing, but dumping it quickly into the washer and then sorting after it's been thoroughly washed, spun, rinsed, spun and is hopefully free of anything creepy. 

I've been distracted by writing, which I'll be going to straight after writing this, which means that tomorrow I need to spend time clearing a space and planting a very large rosemary bush that I apparently ordered. I plan to put it next to the gate, so that people brushing past can get a nice aroma. That is, if it survives. I've heard that rosemary flourishes where the woman wears the trousers, and while I've had some good seasons, my rosemary plants have never gone rampant. I'm pretty sure that the reason it appeared is that I ordered some seat belt pads for the new car while I had the rosemary in my eBay basket from weeks ago, as I was deciding whether or not to get it, so the whole lot turned up.

I've less excuse for the Morrisons order. I get an order from Morrisons on a Monday because DH likes their salad and I get it for the week. I also got some bottled water, because I'm trying not to watch too much of the 'be prepared for disruption' message that's coming out, but I get twitchy. Bear and DH like to have the bottled water on hand, so I thought that while bear was away, I could get a little bit built up and then just rotate through. I got three big packs of the 500ml bottles, which came packed on top of a 10kg bag of potatoes. I thought that this was unfortunate in so many ways. I've got the pic from Morrisons website as my ability to take pics is pretty shaky, and I thought that it would be better this way. 

Link to the potatoes in question

The bag cost £6.30, and it's the 'seconds' or 'wonky' potatoes. I got the delivery yesterday, but only opened the bag today. They feel a little... less firm. I'm not sure if it's because they're seconds or because they've been tenderised by having litres of water stacked on top of them. Between that and the rampaging slugs, I need to get them eaten quickly. I made a casserole tonight that was heavy on the potatoes and I plan for it to cover three meals. It was mainly 'use it up' ingredients, and out of interest, I started to have a very rough guess at the price. 

I started by putting a couple of sachets of chicken cup soup, the cheap brand from Tesco, which I think came to around 33p, and I remember weighing the potatoes out of curiousity and that was about 800g or so, maybe 50p. I had a bag of carrots destined for the freezer and I used around, maybe, 15p's worth. Then there was a tin of black beans which says 50p on the website, but I'm sure it was 45p when I bought it, and an expensive small tin of chicken hotdogs which I picked up thinking that bear might like. He never bothered, but I chopped them up and added them for £1.85. I also added some of the Jux dehydrated onion, garlic and bell peppers with a liberal hand, and I can't even think of cost of that, but I could guess high at around £1. It was a nice big dish which should make three or four portions for me, for perhaps £4.50 total. I think if I use fresh veg or stuff that I've frozen myself, and cooking bacon instead of the hotdogs, and a stock cube instead of the powdered soup, the cost would plummet, and I may just do that next week. 

And speaking of chopping stuff for the freezer, I added the rest of the bag of carrots, two kilos of on-sale mushrooms, and half a dozen peppers to the freezer. I'm going to keep a close eye on Morrisons website. Sometimes they have small sacks of onions which are an economical buy and I stash those in the freezer. I'm currently okay for onions, but I'd like to stock up for the autumn soup and stew season. 

Of course, I have that potato recipe book that I got, and there's a very pleasant sounding recipe involving potatoes and bacon, which would be great for lunches if I'm having the casserole for dinner. So much potatoes, unless the slugs get in! I've closed the bag with bulldog clips, but I feel that perhaps I should go down and sprinkle salt around the bag. It's going to be a thing!

Hugs and good health to all.

Dammit to Heck (Again)

I am having real problems with slugs in the dining room, where the laundry lives. The problem is that it's a damp cellar room, with issues with the floor, an air brick, a gas meter, an outside door nearby and a garden notoriously infested with slugs. 

I'm going to have to severely water the garden with nematodes next spring. It worked really well a few years ago when I was on top of the garden. 

Until then, I've put indoor slug traps down, and I need to clear everything out. I was planning something of a push today, but I got caught up with a few things. I deactivated my Draft2Digital account and took the meter readings (which I loathe doing as it's fiddly), and then I thought I'll just check on a parcel that's due. I looked at the online tracking and the parcel was nearly here. Great, I thought, I'm the next delivery, I'll take that in and then I can get started. I was that next delivery for the next four hours and the dot on the tracking map kept circling around the side roads near me. Every now and again, for variety, it would say 'your driver will be there soon after a few drops' then the dot on the map I was daft enough to keep watching would circle around a few more times and I'd be the next delivery again. And I kept putting off doing anything because that dratted parcel was nearly here and I may as well be ready to take it in. So I played patience and fiddled around and got nothing worthwhile done! I'm so frustrated by myself and had abandoned hope of getting anything done at all by the time it came.

This is a spade. But it reminded me of those bundles of paper wrapped in bin bags and tied to resemble dead bodies and left out as Halloween decorations. 

Blogger is still playing up which is making me concerned about writing blog stuff, and I can see me sticking almost totally to Substack if it carries on, at least for the writing bits. Tech isn't playing nicely for me, but before my PC gave up again, I managed to book my Christmas delivery slot at Morrisons.

Yes, Christmas delivery slot! I took a very deep breath indeed when I saw that they were suggesting that those with passes book their Christmas delivery on the first day of October! I am using a lot of italics in this post, but it feels like an italics type of day. 

Speaking of supermarkets, Tesco have a 'spend £60 instore and get 8p off per litre of petrol' deal going until 18th October. I guess they think that there's more chance of profitable impulse buys if someone shops instore. I am not entirely sure that's true, especially not for me, but it means that if I want the deal, I've got to somehow make my way around the store, find £60 of stuff that I want in one go, which is currently unlikely, then fill up the car. DH is picking up the new car on Saturday. It's an SUV, and I'm willing to bet is thirstier than a little Citroen C3. I'm also fairly sure that it won't turn up with a full tank, that almost certainly holds more than Red. 8p per litre sounds worth it. I have no idea what I can get for £60. There may be alcohol involved and I daresay I can get a whole trolley full of the cheap beer for the slug traps. 

I hope tomorrow goes a little smoother. 

Writing stuff - I started the 'story every day in October' today. I'm hoping that I can get my PC working again soon as I haven't got all the days sorted. I heard about one relatively successful romance author writing their novels on their phone. I'm not sure how my elderly Motorola would handle it, but it's beginning to look like a fallback option. I'm not linking here every day, but I did make this graphic, and I thought that it looked pretty. 

It looked bigger on Facebook.

Hugs and good health to all. 

Grumble in Parts

The bad thing today was finding that the slugs had got into a pile of clean washing that I'd been meaning to sort out for... well, forever. It's a great heap of stuff and it makes my skin crawl to even think about slugs on the fabric, so it's all got to be washed. And then dried. And then I really need to put it away or the slugs will get it again. 

On the other hand, I treated myself to this, which has made me unreasonably happy.

It's just a cheap ornament, but it's a shiny, irridescent, blue dragonfly and it works for me. I've also done loads of writing stuff and I've cleared some bits that I've been meaning to get to, so it all could be worse. 

Writing stuff - the last instalment of The Guest is here (Blogger) and here (Wordpress). I think that today is the last time I will post a link to Wordpress, which feels a little odd. I'll be getting The Guest ready for Amazon over the next few weeks. 

That was Monday. Today I put up a post about upcoming plans, again, here (Blogger) and here (Wordpress), which includes a reminder that I'm taking down my Draft2Digital account 1st October 2026, or at least, trying to start the process thereof. 

I'm thinking hard about what is important to me with writing and what isn't, and I'll share what happens next as I find out!

Thank you for all the kind words about my writing, especially compliments about my books. It feels like the most amazing hug ever! And if I haven't said it, I'm also desperately grateful for the kind reviews, thank you!

Hugs and good health to all. 

Pumpkin Spice Sky

I looked out of the window, and everything looked orange. I wondered if I was having a bit of a do, but DH agreed, everywhere looked orange. To reassure myself, I went out and took pics. There was the most amazing orange sunset, which my elderly phone camera didn't capture properly, but I got a couple of pics of the glow in the street, including one which shows a rainbow.

There are no filters on these pics, just the effect of a vivid orange, pumpkin spice, sunset.

I was looking through my next Tesco order. I'm finally near the end of the massive order of washing sheets I got a great deal on a year or so back, and they are on offer, so I'll top up. It's not a brilliant deal, and it's not included in the '4 for the price of 3' deal on cleaning and laundry products currently going on. I remember when those sales were worth noticing, and they included the Tesco own brand products which I bought by the bucket load. Now I'm just picking up some laundry sheets. 

One thing I will not be picking up is Laundry Shampoo. It's on offer at Tesco, and I don't care. I don't care if it's 1p per pint, I am not buying any detergent for clothes called Laundry Shampoo. I just can't. 

Here's the screen print

This is available at Tesco, and I'm not buying it

I mean, what sort of laundry detergent is called Icing on the Cake fragrance? I don't want my clothes to smell like cake. I'm traditional, and if they're going to smell of anything, I'd like something fresh like citrus, or lavender, dammit! They even have what they call Cleansing Perfume which is like Febreeze but three times the price! 

Blogs that I'm following still aren't showing, but I'm trying to find ways around that. I apologise for anyone that I'm missing. As far as I can tell, comments are working, both leaving them and receiving them, but it's a concern.

As you know, I've just made the executive decision to leave Wordpress and go all in on Blogger. Ha! After driving myself daft, I'm now eyeing Blogger with some suspicion. I don't think that it's a moneymaker for Google, and I don't think that it's being kept up to date. I'm fine keeping my witterings on here, but I'm not sure that I want to risk my writing stuff. Because I'm obviously still fully stocked with idiot juice, I'm now looking to transfer to another sort of platform. I could go all in on Substack, but I don't think it's the right form. I think it's more for a newsletter, and possible audio (I'm considering recording myself reading Cats in the Bible to see if there's any interest at some point, but nothing promised at the moment).

I'm not keen on carrying on with Wordpress. To be brutally honest, I want a free platform, that's easy for an old dear like me to use, and that allows me to share a certain amount of free content with readers. Blogger would be fine if it works. I'm just not sure what to do if it doesn't. 

Feeling Sad

It looks like we are going to have to give up on our car. There's something interesting gone wrong with the clutch and In n Out can't easily fix it. They could replace it, but it gets complicated with the AA guarantee where we just pay them £35 under the policy and they cover repairs. They are likely to insist on repairs, which means that the poor car would have to be towed to a specialist garage, and it may be written off anyway. When DH was talking with a dealership about a new car, we were offered £150 part exchange. This may have been generous. Anyway, I can't see a repair costing less than double that. 

It's ridiculous. I just wanted to cry after talking to the garage. But it's the first and only car that I've driven on my own, and I'm going to miss her so much. 

I'm currently in full mope mode, and I'll allow myself to wallow tonight. Then I can look forward to learning how to drive a different car.

Here's the first pic of red that was ever posted on my blog, back in April 2019. 

So much has happened since then, and that car is stuffed with memories. 

Hugs and good health to all. 

Missing Bear

I miss bear so much. It's not really a conscious thought. It's just that I find myself tiptoeing past his door when he's hundreds of miles away, or planning a food shop around him, or turning around to talk to him and he's miles away. I can text, but I don't want to be too clingy. I texted him when I left the grill on and nearly set the kitchen on fire, and the problems about the car, but it's not the same.

The car is still at the garage. The lovely man from the AA believed that it was a clutch cable problem. However the clutch is still able to go into reverse. It's sort of engaging with the engine but it's not engaging properly. The guys at the garage aren't sure what's going on. We've made a tentative approach to a garage for a new car that was on their website. It's huge. I mean, it's massive. I'm not sure that I'll be able to drive it. And our little Citroen C3 has been such a star, and I don't want to see her go.

DH got me a little notebook to cheer me up. 

It's a real hug as I love my notebooks. 

Writing stuff - I feel like I'm swimming against the tide, trying to tidy up a load of loose ends. I hope that I'll have most of it sorted by the end of the year. It's been fiddly writing stuff all day. I've posted about plans here (Blogger) and here (Wordpress) if you're interested. There's quite a lot going on over the next couple of months and there should be some more books coming out soon.

Thank you for all those who have supported me by buying the ghost books and for any reviews. I can't tell you how much that means to me. Annoyingly, if I search Amazon for An Apprenticeship of Ghosts, I don't get a result. I only get a result from An Apprenticeship of Ghosts Medana. I hope that it doesn't mean that you can't find the book on a casual search. 

Hugs and good health to all.